girlbomb21:

thanks for the picture ashley….Red Cross has this class with certification to my followers btw!i posted this on facebook not to long ago remember lady taquito?

And I remain, nestled by the intricately thorned embrace of my dying soul, my incessantly crying eyes casting a shadowed reflection of the unimportant air of my presence, a withering essence, a slithering decadence of my heart into the fold of the unknown. Oh how I wish to sever the trembling strings that reach to clasp at the throat, happily cutting away the ethereal remnants of all things uplifting. And just so I’m not taken seriously… I’ll end this with a JK…

So much pain, spindled by these hands, perpetuated by these lips…how dare I seek the solitude of lasting forgiveness if I dare not grant it to myself, the purest strand of hatred lacing within these browned irises, their flow threatening to divulge the weakness within me…I deserve not the care I receive, the deceit upon my tongue an overbearing mess of half-truths and untold lies. Why won’t they leave me to my inevitable peril, my appraching demise as if they know not the depths of who I am. And just so I’m not taken seriously… I’ll end this with a JK…

Her favorite color is indigo..

Hmm…I don’t have many secrets, though if I had to choose one it would have to be that I am polyamorous... I tend not to tell people that, mainly because most of society has no idea what it really means to be polyamorous. “So you just want more than one woman at the same time?” No…not exactly. “So, you’re not really looking for a real relationship?” That’s not it at all. “You don’t really love one person fully, right…one is primary?” Yea…that’s not it either. “So you’re a cheater?” There is fidelity in polyamory… “So you don’t care if your girl is the same way? You must not care about her…” It’s about emotional trust and honesty, something of greater value than superficial titles of ownership upon one another. “So you’re taking the easy road…” Well, I’d argue that polyamory is the hard road…I battled with it for a couple years, not really knowing what my emotions were doing or why I was so different from… pretty much.. all of my friends… I love, with all my heart, any I may choose to give it…This doesn’t mean that there can’t be just one person, but who would understand that if I told them that I have the capacity to love another simultaneously. No, I don’t fit into your hetero-normative box…but, this is my secret for now until there is someone who will accept me for that…